BLACK WIDOW

Back here full of smiles and giggles

happy and cheerful like the Christmas carols

you come into my world and make all of this worthwhile

I can go out again, comfortable and secure

not like I wasn't before, but you make it better

you make it whole,

 better yet, we make it whole

night after night we treasure

and all day it still won’t come to measure

years split from my twin, but this happiness is the best answer

loving this night that seemed like all other nights

all with fun, joy and pamper

we danced and drank, spending like you were a banker

just as we usually do

living life and getting high in this love brew

finally becoming one with you as well as your close boys

so close that it didn't bother me how close

the smoke, the shots in the various chateaus

not knowing it would be one of my woes

waking up nude in your bed

capsuled up in yester night’s rocking

whirls and deep strokes so captivating

new feeling but I sure trust my future groom

hard to open my eyes due to the spinning room

breathless from all this,

caught up in all this bliss

loving this feeling, turning to kiss your cheek

and your friend’s face turns me weak

checking the edge on my far left

you’re there on the floor blacked out

and worse still, fully dressed

close friend indeed

teary and weaker, I picked myself up

cleaned up and left.

Silent for two weeks and you ask me why,

seems it’s a routine, one of the girls fallen in the web

caught and hooked so well, that you played and hung onto

wishing I’d have brought my twin up to speed now that things are askew

beating herself up for she might have been next

no one to tell since they don’t know who

left alone in a dark place with nothing but a wall to lean on

a wall since a shoulder is forgone

hate to cool and turn from red to amber

maybe then time shall come for one to care.

Written by Silent