QUESTIONS

How did I lose you?
Where did I go wrong?
Did I overlook something?
Did I see things and ignore?
Did I not talk enough?
Was I too vocal?
Was I not vocal enough?
I felt the under currents
I knew there were messages
In the early morning
In the late night
I felt the chills and the fears
As I talked to you
I saw your smile
And I felt the pain
Was I so in love?
Was I so happy?
Did I not put my foot down?
Did I not stand my ground?
Did I give you reason to leave?
Was I so into the fight?
That you saw opportunity?
Did I play into your hands?
Was I too honest?
Was my trust in you so deep that you began not to trust me?
Did I not listen to you?
Did I not talk much?
I have so many questions
What did I do wrong to deserve this?
I do not understand
I may not understand
I gave you my heart,
I gave you my soul
I gave you my body
I gave you my life
Was that not enough?
Now,
You are hostile
Sometimes so mean
Then
You turn around and do the opposite
The excuses you give
This decision is yours
It cannot be changed
You don’t want to change it
I will let you go
I will be difficult at first
But I will manage
I need to rest now
Go in peace
We have reached the point of no return

©thelma migue, 2012

A cizoepoetry collection